i want to be a student again

To be honest, i kinda miss school.

i started missing school like when i started working in my previous company.

about a year ago?

you know how when you were still in school, you wished and prayed hard to get out of the school and hope everything fast forward and poof! , you are now a adult with a stable job and with a stable income, able to get anything you want and things you couldn't get when you were still a student and cash-poor?

but now thinking back, many would agree being a student is definitely more bliss than a pain in the neck. u missed out on lots of things being a adult and have to worry non stop for your future, forfeiting all those privileges, not talking about those students concession; fast food chain student meals, bus concession - that's also one of those deals but i'm talking about the fun we missed.days we get to see our friends everyday, sharing our joy, laughter, misery and sadness together. all this we have to forfeit because of work, we tend to neglect our friends and time spend together lessen and then, you realise that we are slowly drifting apart, busy with our own life.

if only working life is half as good as schooling right?

Anyway i haven decide which school i wanted to go.

jess was strongly against me gg to UOL as she said it's rather tough and stressful. and i'm thinking about going to Kaplan but my other friend told me the other day it's better to go UOL. so now i'm in a dilemma over which school to go.

Actually, i wanna go overseas to study. like maybe aussie? but i know i wont be able to study and enjoy the 4 seasons there happily as all my friends and family are here. i tink i will get homesick after being there for a week? but still, i have always wanted to try studying overseas and learn to be independent. i remember how i used to plan excitedly with jess over which aussie uni we should go and how we gna spend our school break there. haha.

Decisions can be tough at times!!!